My future life could be a disaster . please help?

wow, I cannot tell you how much your story relates to mine (except for a few things) but you and I seem to have the same attitude, that we are not good enough. I take life way to seriously, I always have growing up and as a result I have only a few friends, no job and I'm doing a grad course that I'm not sure will get me any where because of my lack of involvment in anything. I think what would help you is to try to do something that YOU want to do and don't give a **** about anything or anyone else, that is what I'm trying to do and I think its the only way I can ever gain some confidence in myself. Hope this helps and goodluck.